old stuff…

December 5, 2006 at 1:58 pm (Uncategorized)

At some point I really should try to forget this stuff, since it’s all over anyway. Things are never that easy though.

I hear their voices
chattering, laughing, shouting
because I’m still close to them
against my better judgement.
I’d like to stand up and say
I hate you, loathe you, y’ screwed upmy mind
but I can’t.
Nevermind me anyway.
Nevermind the pain
it’s not your own
nevermind the anger
because I can’t hit you
nevermind me at all
I’m just the lunatic from next door.

To hell with you.
I don’t care if you don’t mind
because I do.
And maybe to fall apart into a pile of shards
was helpful in the end
some people swept me up again and tried to put the pieces
into a Lisra shaped form.

I’m me and this is now.
I know the people behind me and with their help
I will walk on.
Crash me again and again
cut me into pieces and throw them away
I will come back.
I will not change for ignorant individuals like you
because I’m me.


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