June 30, 2007 at 11:36 am (poem)

21.06.07

afraid
the past always there
afraid
it might destroy
afraid
of you sunken into misery out of my grasp
afraid
of being alone again
afraid
of cutting bonds you need elsewhere
afraid
to see you on the other side
afraid

fear
always there and biting
fear
when silence breaks the line
of doing something wrong

panic
settling into my heart

if the one thing I hold disappear
I will die somehow
even if I continue to breathe

———-

22.06.07

brooding inside out
thoughts move fast
spider in it’s very net
victim is itself
as the web catches fire.

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