July 23, 2008 at 9:50 pm (Uncategorized)

To these kind people.

so you say
only the best for us
is what you wish
so you say
you know the feeling
been young once too
so you say
you really care

so why is all you do
making barriers
giving pain
enforcing distance

two more years
and then we’ll be free.

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July 22, 2008 at 9:19 pm (poem)

for absent friends II

passed your picture sidesways
just this morning, didn’t smile
too early the time and too heeavy the head
you always know the reasons why
yet isn’t it strange
you were never actually here
I can’t know so many things
what I ‘d breathed all those times
I held you to kill pain
or you me
so many common things just never done
yet it doesn’t change
a thing
isn’t it strange
but for that
we are of course
gratefully insane.

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July 21, 2008 at 9:05 pm (poem)

past and future observed through a cracked window

past imp is always grinning
showing liquor rotten teeth
boasting torn skin and reddened eyes
familiar looking beast.
it looks for allies
no one is willing
but the devious always find
a crack for searching claws.
glimmers of another past
surround  those freezing eyes
keep away from her
stop painting extra clouds
this sky belongs to a dream;
a dream forever gone yet possible
containing more loving pain than ever
it should not be dreamed again
yet different pain connects
and time is running, always running
what will be the color of the wall
after we watched us crash
cause there is nothing we can do
cause soul ‘d die trying
and change is coming anyway
fearful tears and warming smiles
will be our welcome gift.

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July 21, 2008 at 8:54 pm (Uncategorized)

Status Quo #2

ziemlich zierlich winden sich
die Gedanken um die Zeit
sind nicht klarer, sind nicht leiser
des Wettstreits niemals Leid.

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July 1, 2008 at 7:38 pm (Uncategorized)

night pulls blankets away
above a fly saws in air in two
staring upwards
don’t dare to shift cause the pillow s so large
another space
empty except for me
I blink at the dark
wish to feel
you close
not yet
time slows down
not yet
but soon

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