August 24, 2009 at 6:58 pm (music, rant, zitiert)

Wrote something in my german blog. Read it here.

On another note, I deepend my love-hate relationship with Anathema. It is always disconcerting when a mere songtext hurts. But like all good depressive bands there are sparks between the darkness and one of them is that from their song “release”.

Behind those grey and lonely eyes
Unforgotten by time
Reality is dawning
Our spirit is awakening
And somewhere in the hurricane
Hope is waiting
Crying in the distance
And calling out your name

I won’t quote the rest of the song, if you’re interested, listen to it. For me it is the story of two people broken (of course) and somewhat connected (of course) but not through the events that broke them. It is a reminder that time can heal and that at the end a better future (emotionally, in this case) will dawn. You just have to go on.

Pity it’s never that easy.

(And yes, all this was simply because I have nothing in english to publish^^)

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August 22, 2009 at 8:54 pm (zitiert)

sick sleep

sick

dead air

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August 14, 2009 at 10:45 am (poem)

reflecting on silence
seldom turns out good
a matter of trust
in yourself or others
indeed
either happiness or pain
they say ignorance is bliss
they’re lying

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August 9, 2009 at 8:59 pm (poem)

I dream because I need more light
to find out again, remember,
the things I thought I’d lost.

I catch glimpses of you
but I will not look around
not again, I’ve looked too often
tired repetition.

I dream because I crave again
the warmth of someone close
will lie back and close my eyes
let the dream go on.

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the shallow pain EP – II

August 9, 2009 at 3:48 pm (music, poem)

Beautiful

mirror keeps on lying
and you keep on defying
scraping off the crust
the normal body rust

people say you’re beautiful
they listen when you cry
people say you’re beautiful
can someone tell me why?

your skin on your sleave
the inside hollowed out
when youth takes it’s leave
can you cope with the doubt

people say you’re beautiful
they listen when you cry
people say you’re beautiful
can someone tell me why?

never said an honest word
never really cried
never accepted other lifes
never formed a thought

people say you’re beautiful
they listen when you cry
people say you’re beautiful
can someone tell me why?

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the shallow pain EP – I

August 9, 2009 at 3:46 pm (music, poem)

I have an imaginary band. I call it “the wicked parliament” and they make good music – at least inside my head. Guess most people have something like this. This is some of the stuff I made for it, out of the usual reasons, boredom and such.

It’s all from about June last year.

morningrise

langsam geht die Sonne auf
niemand der dir sagt
ob dir das Licht gefallen muss

jeden Tag dasselbe
seelenlose Prozeder

niemand außer dir allein
gibt jedem Morgen seinen Sinn
niemand außer dir

steh endlich auf.

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August 9, 2009 at 3:19 pm (Uncategorized)

Some (well 2 of the 4 people reading this^^) may remember that I had a separate blog for stuff written in german. For no other reason than me being to lazy to delete the other I’ll return to this.  So when you are reading this blog, please check http://blutscherbenregen.wordpress.com/ for my german exploits. Thanks.

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