December 27, 2011 at 11:53 pm (zitiert)

“I’ve got nothing to do
but hanging around and get screwed up on you”


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November 23, 2011 at 9:25 pm (zitiert)

All these years pushed to the ledge.
I’m proud of this, of who I am,
I plan to go on living

-Rise Against

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October 13, 2010 at 5:16 pm (zitiert)

There’s always time to screw up yet.

The Cooper Temple Clause

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November 28, 2009 at 5:47 pm (zitiert)

four numbers.. staring back at me

I’m wasting my day.. waiting for rain

I need more methods.. to end each day

to be happy.. by living this way

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September 28, 2009 at 10:08 pm (zitiert)

In my heart I know I can let go

In the end I will find some peace inside

New wings are growing tonight

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August 24, 2009 at 6:58 pm (music, rant, zitiert)

Wrote something in my german blog. Read it here.

On another note, I deepend my love-hate relationship with Anathema. It is always disconcerting when a mere songtext hurts. But like all good depressive bands there are sparks between the darkness and one of them is that from their song “release”.

Behind those grey and lonely eyes
Unforgotten by time
Reality is dawning
Our spirit is awakening
And somewhere in the hurricane
Hope is waiting
Crying in the distance
And calling out your name

I won’t quote the rest of the song, if you’re interested, listen to it. For me it is the story of two people broken (of course) and somewhat connected (of course) but not through the events that broke them. It is a reminder that time can heal and that at the end a better future (emotionally, in this case) will dawn. You just have to go on.

Pity it’s never that easy.

(And yes, all this was simply because I have nothing in english to publish^^)

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August 22, 2009 at 8:54 pm (zitiert)

sick sleep


dead air

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June 14, 2009 at 10:34 pm (zitiert)

it was so easy to see
how fucking good it all could be

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