ask the oracle

October 22, 2006 at 2:11 pm (Uncategorized)

That’s very nice, this littel talk with the oracle.

You asked:

Me:Is it worth it?
Oracle:No chance.

Me:Is there a future in it?
Oracle: naturally!

Me: Is it true that I love her?
Oracle: It is the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. It’s what I’m here for.

Me: It’s likley that I get hit?
Oracle: *Smiles and nods*

Me: Why do I like her?
Oracle: The cause and consequence are connected with so complex network that it better to call it destiny. Altough I don’t believe in destiny.

Me: Is it all about sex?
Oracle: Very likely.

Me: Even if I swear I’m not interested?
Oracle: That’s an interesting opportunity. I’d go for it. By the way, this issue was the subject of a talk-show in Absurdistan.

Me: Am I going to cry afterwards?
Oracle: Yes! Are you happy now?

Okay, this i completly weird xD

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state of mind

October 21, 2006 at 9:18 pm (rant)


Why in every one of the fucking nine hells am I feeling so guilty? It’s not that I said anything or anything happend, except she left the damn ICQ without a word. Why is that such a damn good reason for a small saturday evening depression?

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October 11, 2006 at 11:19 pm (poem)

Dawn breaks
clouds are defibrated
the wet streets dry
and out of a doorway
steps the shining one
who had never shown at all
and does not now.
The steps slow and uncertain
as if the wonders of a new day where
far too much bear
but then light touches her face
and I now for sure
in all her own grace
it is the tardy
tired blinking goddess
the beloved St. Charly

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October 1, 2006 at 7:57 pm (Uncategorized)

Once more
just for the record
get up lazy bastard
grab a pen and go to work
no excuses.

Never going to happen
there are things stronger than outside pressure
and before I’ll give in
I’d cut myself into little amusing pieces.

I’m no genius
yes you are
never been
always been
well I doubt that
don’t deny it
this heart is mine
I decline
give me something like an ordinary life
what are you saying
stand above it
probably below that
blow up the middle
well just keep quiet
I won’t stop to shout
oh christ come on, relax and chill
you’ll chill when you are dead
but I’m going to live forever
lost the point

but I’m no genius
of course you are
never been
think about that
don’t want to
you cut out the truth
so what, everyone does
but you are not someone
probably no one
will you shut up
only if you do
forget that
same to you
not me
then why deny it? see all those fools
I’m one of them
don’t be a fool
will you shut up

use your fucking mind
you are not one standart idiot
accept it, stand up and give her a kiss!

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October 1, 2006 at 3:47 pm (poem)

They were right when they sang how the time flows by
but even when you aren’t going to die by the end of the night
you are quite defenseless against the stream
the never stopping wheel of time.
You age, you scream and laugh and live
You love and hate and rise or fall
but from time to time you just stand by
then you sigh
want to cry
but it’s alright
you aren’t gonna die
just stretch the wings you have
take a final breath
and fly towards the steel blue sky.


The actual poem was done because I failed to write anything in 5 days. That sort of thing get’s you down, eh?

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